{"id":3755,"date":"2018-10-01T19:28:16","date_gmt":"2018-10-02T02:28:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackcap.name\/blog\/new\/?p=3755"},"modified":"2018-10-02T00:12:36","modified_gmt":"2018-10-02T07:12:36","slug":"more-on-that-in-this-post","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blackcap.name\/blog\/new\/?p=3755","title":{"rendered":"More on That in This Post"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A <a href=\"\/blog\/new\/?p=3749\">couple posts ago<\/a>, I wrote:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Part if it is that I may be moving further west and simply not visiting this particular cranberry-harvesting spot in future years (more on that in another post).<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Today, it became rather more likely that I will be doing just that. At my most recent job, I interviewed for a software developer position. I was informed that there would be some on-call duty to support mission-critical software in those cases where front-line people can&#8217;t resolve the problem, but not much.<\/p>\n<p>While I positively loathe on-call duty, I&#8217;ve managed to shirk it in the past by taking pains to release only well-tested software, and engineering in reliability to the code I write (e.g. designing things so that if components fail, the consequences of the failure tend to be less severe and self-healing). My code would sometimes fail over a weekend (nobody writes perfect code), but never badly enough that I&#8217;d get called to put out an emergency fix.<\/p>\n<p>Such shirking works if you&#8217;re a developer (and employers <em>love<\/em> it; it means you&#8217;ve written reliable software). But for a sysadmin, it&#8217;s basically impossible: emergency response is a core part of the job. It&#8217;s one of the reasons I got out of systems administration and became a developer. One of them: I also simply find the creative aspect of designing and writing code to be intrinsically fun in a way that messing with system and network configuration parameters never can be.<\/p>\n<p>Anyhow, it turns out that the position which had been advertised as a developer job (and which I had been hired for) had morphed into a systems and network administration one in the months between when I interviewed and when I was hired. Or so my boss said this afternoon, and I have no real reason to doubt him; he comes across as basically an honest guy.<\/p>\n<p>I just wish he hadn&#8217;t assumed I&#8217;d be OK with that just because I mentioned having been a systems administrator in the past. I never mentioned the part about getting burnt out doing it, because I didn&#8217;t want to appear negative.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m resigning the position. There&#8217;s really no alternative. When I burned out on systems administration in 2002, I was so thoroughly burned out that I adopted what I call Rule No. 1: no more systems administration, no matter what. It&#8217;s a good rule, and a necessary one: I&#8217;ve come to despise systems administration so much that any stint of it I do, I&#8217;m fated to be resentful and do a terrible job. I&#8217;ll just end up getting canned for poor performance within a year, anyhow. Then I&#8217;ll have to recover from that. Better off to nip the problem in the bud and get out now. I call it Rule No. 1 for a reason.<\/p>\n<p>I guess the moral of the story is that there is simply no good way to mention past experience in systems administration in an interview. Either you signal a whiny, negative attitude (if you mention being burned out on it), or you signal a willingness to do systems administration. Damned if you do, damned if you don&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>At this stage, it&#8217;s becoming increasingly clear that it was a mistake for me to get a computer science degree so many years back. I&#8217;ve almost never had <em>good<\/em> high-tech jobs, and the few good ones haven&#8217;t lasted. As the old saw goes: the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.<\/p>\n<p>So it&#8217;s time to get truly busy with the difficult process of moving on from high-tech work. What that will be exactly, I don&#8217;t know yet, though I do have more ideas than I&#8217;ve had in the past.<\/p>\n<p>What I will say is that it probably doesn&#8217;t make much sense to continue living in the Seattle area:<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>The availability of tech work is why I decided to move back to this area, and that point has now been mooted.<\/li>\n<li>The Seattle area has become increasingly expensive; given how my new income is going to be significantly reduced, I&#8217;m better off living someplace more affordabole.<\/li>\n<li>The above is particularly the case given how I don&#8217;t think Seattle is really that great a city; it suffers too much from too many decades of poor planning and lack of vision. There&#8217;s not enough large parks near the urban core, and Seattle&#8217;s mass transit is decades behind most other West Coast cities.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>All in all, I&#8217;d <em>love<\/em> to live in a place like Portland, if my allergies weren&#8217;t so bad there, that is. Portland has Forest Park, and great mass transit. I can&#8217;t have both the city and nature like that in Seattle; I must choose one or the other. If compelled to choose, I will choose nature every time. Conveniently, that&#8217;s also the option that involves a lower cost of living.<\/p>\n<p>So it&#8217;s likely I&#8217;ll be moving further away from the big city, probably to the Olympic Peninsula, though it&#8217;s still <em>very<\/em> early in the visioning and decision process and that could easily all change.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A couple posts ago, I wrote: Part if it is that I may be moving further west and simply not visiting this particular cranberry-harvesting spot in future years (more on that in another post). Today, it became rather more likely that I will be doing just that. 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